I REALLY MISS IT

I really miss you Bri. I tried - I tried having other womken. I tried cointacting you. I heard all about your new thing. I know you're no longer in it, and frankly, I knew it would end this way. There was no other way for it to end. Other than with my death, and that ain't happening, as I have proven many times over. But I miss you. Half or more of the shit that has happened since your disappearance would NEVER have happened had you been here. And that is the part I resent. I would have been better off if you staysed. I just didn't know it at the time. And, frankly, in retrospect, I have made many mistakes since being here, you are just the most major of the bunch.