I am completely aghast at my dire and costly mistake...

 I forgot.  I blame myself and my apparemntly failing memory.  I forgot how awful the escape from here was last time.  And his refusal THEN to return me to my destination.  Now, I find myself in the same position, but seemingly WORSE circumstances.  

The fact is that I hjave money.  Enough to buy a car.  But HERE?  You must have one to do anything whatsoever.  Anything at all.  I am frozen in place here and completely rendered impotent.  I just now, after two wekks, regained access to my laptop. I have been strabnded in Clear Lake Oaks, by Danny Hard, yet again, and there seems to be very little chance to escape.  In any event, I will make my best effort to gtfo of here.

I am trying to buy a car that will contain myself, my dog and some klimited items needed to travel.  

My dog was attacked nby three viscous rotweilers and he is in bad shape.  His right front arm was bitten - HARD, and it is swollen.  I expect there to be some, and so I am waiting.  I can't remember whether I treated that wound with the antiumicrobial gel or not and I do not want it to get infected.  But, thanks to Danny, I can't get hinm to a vet.  And even if I could, I can't pay.  My card, my wallet, my phone are ALL at SFO and USPS in SF.  And I can't seem to get there.

And this, DESPITE the fact I have cash.  I am amazed, and this is more anmd more seeming like the same scenario as last time, but worse.  He is actively denying me the thing I need to get a car - transpo.  It would be so myuch easier for him to simply give me a ride to SDFO.  And I can take it from there.  But noi.  Leave it to Danny Hard to make it hard.  Fuck this man and when I get out of here, I will remind myself to NEVER sopeak to him again.

More to come...,