into the wild blue yonder
I don't know what I'm going to do I find myself completely lost. And on the verge of tears. And this is only going to get more frequent more intense and longer lived. I've got to find a way to fix this. I've got to find a way to get out of this. And I'm not sure I can. I honestly don't know what to do and now just as I begin to start journaling this it really sets it on me what my situation truly has the potential to be or is I mean maybe I'm late to the party but this is bad. I'm not sure how to get out of this or even if I did where I would get out of it in two if that makes sense. I don't know I think I'm going to a lot of trouble and it just hit me this morning. I'll try and write more later.
