The Devil is Never Ugly

I have so much to say for the holidays. I am a mess. I am wrestling with bouts of tears against normalcy. And there is NOTHING normal about this season... It's never as easy as it looks... I am thinking about Bri. I am thinking about Amber. I am thinking about I don't even remember her fucking name, even though I wished her well last night. And, in between all these thoughts, I am floating directionless in a sea of nothing, And along came Paige - who is the resistance... And Rozzi. The most dedicated one, the most well connected on....I dont want. And she is forcing herself on me at a point of my weakest. The Devil is never Ugly is she...