TORN IN HALF

WOW All i CAN SAY is wow>. I AM TORN IN HALF. Having achieved my goal of returning to California as many as three or more weeks ago, I feel as though I may hose to mOve off from here as of yet. Nevertheless, my heart remaisin this city. it has welcomed me back, or IS WELCOMING ME back, in the only way cities do...coldly. Both in temperature and in the social fabric that's now c9m0letely torn apart here. Eeveryone I kne1 is dead or in jail. I am now livING in a SRO 8n tohe TL and, but for the thinking in my own head, is better or worse tHan my stint in Miami. I look back t that and write it ocf...perhaps as matter of principal. Maybe somethiNG else entirely. who kn9ws. either way, I am torn between Miami and SD and LA at the moment, and can't decide which way to go...we'll see, so stay tuned.

I lost EVERYTHING I HAD in Florida. EVERYTHING. And I still have the urge to go back. IDK hoiw to hanbdle this urge...More to come.